Category: Huge Ego

I Squat

People tell you, if you want a nice round and firm bottom, you should squat!

Squats are oh so highly recommended and praised!

And since we don’t get younger, of course I do squats! Of.Course!

I do them slow…. and no, I don’t go too deep or not  too deep, just as it should be!

And I do 200 of them stinging burning nasty little things. Mostly together with a kettle bell to have some extra weight and pain.

If it doesn’t hurt, it is no fun!

The more it hurts, the more fun you have! Hey, ho…..

And why do I do this unmerciful regime almost everyday along with other types of sport?

Because, hellooooooo, I am in my 30s!

We all know that once you hit the big 3 0 everything slows down and if you don’t take care of yourself and work a little bit harder, you can sadly, with tears in your eyes, wave at your former radiant younger looking you, who is falling hysterically laughing down the edge!

Nope, I squat because I’d like my bum to stay where it is:

Up… and more or less firm…. and not down below my knee pits!

Franky

Thoughts to the one word prompt “squat”

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/squat/

 

I am not a”we”-person!!!

A couple of days ago my husband got quite frustrated with me. We where kind of arguing and he said something like

“why can’t I get through these walls?”

I heard this before. At some point, people get annoyed, angry or frustrated and say thinks like

“You just shut down”…..”why can’t I get through to you?”…. “your walls are so thick there is no way to break through”….

Sigh…. yes, I know that. But there is a reason for that!

Why do we built walls? Walls are there to protect.

And I am my own person!

I never wanted to get married, or maybe back then I have given up the hope of ever getting married because I just didn’t find love, real love, not just a “crush”.

When I met my husband and new I will spend the rest of my life with him, I have given up a lot.

I have given up my wild days…. given up to go on dates (well, you should do that if you are in a mutual monogamous  relationship), given up to just book the next flight to see your bestie, given up to go out with friends and come home whenever you please…

And that is okay! Really!

What I did not sign up for is the “we”-part! I do not want, never was in the past and never will dissolve in a

“we don’t agree”, “we had so much fun at yours”, “we will think about it”, “did you like the pictures we posted (of course on his Facebook page as well!!!)?” –

sort of person.

I have my own mind, my own thoughts and the walls, the last remaining piece of me, is my sanctuary! The place no one ever will be aloud to enter!

I just need this. I don’t want to share this as well, that is a piece of me, who makes me, me. And I have to protect these walls!

I think everyone who is in a long-term relationship or simply likes some kind of self-protection knows what I am talking about.

We just don’t want to get hurt and/or to disappear. We want to remain true  because we are proud of the person who stares back at you in the mirror!

If you are comfortable with it, let your guard down, but keep a remaining bit of wall just to yourself, no matter what others might say!

Franky

I used to be rock ‘n roll….

now I am a boring house wife!!!

AND I DON’T LIKE IT!!!

I used to be the girl with the nose so high in the clouds,  she could barely see the ground!

I used to be a girl who looked very innocent but shouldn’t be underestimated!

I used to be a very wild child… quiet… who didn’t look for action, but when someone inflicted it, this girl used to have a big mouth and quick fists!

But that was in an ancient  time when said girl didn’t have 2 or even 4 children. When the girl was still independent, bought the world and had only herself to look after!

The girl decided it is time for children. Which she didn’t regret but she didn’t think about that the older the wee ones get, the more they cost!!!

Instead of… partying hard at the weekend until she and her friends where friendly asked by staff to leave, boarding planes to go shopping abroad, going somewhere and turning up days later without knowing what happened, deciding from one second to the other to get a new tattoo… this girl became a mommy and with being a mommy comes a lot of responsibility!

But I tell you what:

Though this girl should know better, she REFUSES, YES  R.E.F.U.S.E.S  to grow up!

I WILL take my old life back! Maybe I don’t run as wild as I used to, but I will be rock ‘n roll again!

It is just a matter of time!

Franky

 

Too hot for this world (or so we should think)

I am a very confident person, my ego is huge and usually I think

“I am too hot…” with a big grin. (these days I think differently but that is because I am still down with a nasty cold)

And do you know what? Everyone should think that way! Tell yourself over and over again, how good looking you are until you really believe it. Once you believe yourself, others will recognize it too!

The reason why I am posting this:

I just stood in the kitchen, preparing my dinner, eyeing my medication, a mild smile on my lips knowing that I will sleep like a baby after I knocked them down, with the radio on. And what did I hear than???

Mark Ronson, Bruno Mars “Uptown Funk”!!! Actually I am not a Bruno Mars fan, but that song says it all and I love the groove.

So here we go:

Have a great weekend!!!

Franky