It’s done. I finally moved out and in with my new man who is incredible. He is hot and funny and kind and so much more.
On Monday I will start my new job and I am excited about learning new skills.
This is a much needed new start.
The only thing missing are the babies. I miss them and wished they could be here with us already. Of course I miss my older babies too… but they don’t need me anymore… not really.
I think the babies need a new start as well. My little daughter is not doing well in school at all. Probably caused by the divorce of darling ex and myself.
Ever since she joined her new school, she got bullied. Not all the time and I am sure most of the teachers do their best to speak to all involved but it got to the point, that (apparently) she is quite aggressive towards other children and she does not follow tasks during class.
Like me, my children never found real friends in Callander. It’s always a back and forth. And we all know what children can be like. Once they pick on someone, they keep on doing it and so I believe a new school might be a good idea.
Unfortunately finding an affordable home in good old Scotland can be difficult when you have a specific budget. The nicer the area, the higher the rent from a private landlord. And council houses? The demand is high and the waiting lists for new builds already endless…
My favourite time of the year, autumn and winter, has finally arrived but I can’t really fully enjoy it so far.
I haven’t felt so good recently…. couldn’t exercise which is a big deal… my babies are not around….my kitties are at the old place…..another lock down is possibly looming…
But I am loved by my man, by my children and friends and that outweighs the negatives.
I march on because that is the only way I have ever known.
And as long I have love in my life, it’s worth fighting for my dreams and hopes.
What more can someone ask for???