All emotions are hidden away
Protected by the armour I wear constantly
Nothing can ever harm me
I just read a post where the lady said, she was listening to an audio book.
The story sound nice and for a split second I was thinking to finally buy one myself!
But hold on…..
The reason is very simple:
When I read “real” books, I can barely make it to the middle, I am so excited and nosy, that I have to have to read the last page to find out how it ends!
And no, it doesn’t spoil it at all. Once I know how it ends, I am even more eager to find out how it came to this end!
(I just did it again just yesterday with Elisa S. Amore’s book, “Touched Saga II”)
And so I wondered:
“How am I suppose to go to the “last page”, the final chapter, the end?!
To press the “forward” button? Is there even such a thing? A forward button that is?”
Like I said it was just a split second……
A second of silliness…..
Me and an audio book…… hahahahahaha that was a good one!
I stick to my nice paper books, preferably hardcovers, but paperbacks will do as well.
It is absolutely perfectly okay
Just close the door to your world
Your heart will be fine
Turn it loud! Really loud!!!
Thought to have it all
Looking down at my empty hands
Seeing the water in my veins start to freeze
Turning my shaking body into shades of blue
And where once have been tears
Are fine lines of hot anger
Telling a silent tale of hopeless love
Trying to compose myself
Slowly breathing in and out
Holding my head up high
I am a survivor of my own heart