Save me from my thoughts

It is a beautiful morning. I am running up a big hill. I feel like I am flying. I am feeling free. Easily I make it to the top and there you are . I thought I would never see you again and still.

How did you find me? Why are you here? What do you want? Why, after all this time? Can it really be?

Your smile warms my heart. Still I can’t say a word. I stay frozen to the spot. All I can do is stare. Maybe I didn’t get it, yet. You being here, so far away from home. You don’t talk, just smile. Above our heads endless deep blue sky.

I can’t take it anymore, too overwhelmed, too many feelings, too sore.

Love, hate, disappointment, happiness, gladness, fear, hope.

Moving slowly, I end up in your arms. I still can’t talk,  just want to live in this moment surrounded by warmth.

I breath deeply, almost forgotten was your scent, almost forgotten the feel of your strong arms, we were to be meant.

Silently I look at you, my eyes full of sadness, begging you to set me free, to save me from my thoughts full of madness.

The thoughts will never end, thoughts of sin, of love, of happiness, of despair, of everything which once has been, so I am begging you, I am begging you, set me free and save me from my thoughts and just let me be.

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