I hated the feeling in the night when I was little and my parents allowed me in their bed, but both turned they`re backs on me.
I hated the feeling when I had to get up in the morning to prepare my own breakfast for school.
I hated the feeling when my parents told me, they don`t believe in me.
I hated the feeling when my parents said, I will never make it in the world.
I hated the feeling even more, when my grandma once admitted, she doesn`t believe in me.
I hated the feeling of not being loved and supported.
I hated the feeling of underestimation.
I hated the feeling of letting my guard down.
I hated the feeling of not being good enough.
I hated the feeling when let down.
But other persons shouldn’t be hated by me and they are not because my heart is too good!!!
I loved the feeling when my children hugged me for the very first time.
I loved the feeling when I read your thank-you email for the flowers I send across the ocean just to cheer you up when you where in a dark place.
I love the feeling when standing under a hot shower after a cold winter run.
I love perfect deep blue sky because it reminds me of old innocent times.
I love the feeling when I sit on my sofa with a book and good music while the sun is shining through the window on my face.
I love the feeling when my favourite song suddenly plays up on the radio when I am in a bad mood.
I love the feeling when realizing that I can make everything, be everything and do everything I want to.
I love to be loved by my husband.
I love the little things in life and that is what counts the most!